I got a new job today. A fresh start is on it's way. It's still a management position but not my dream job, though I think I'll be in that role sooner rather than later. I have been in many situations where I sold a customer a bill of goods and then sat back after they left and said to myself, "I better come through on this" when I promise the moon I better come back with something. I can see they have hope for my potential and I have them convinced that I can do it, I better come through. It's a good thing I only know how to give 100% on everything and don't stop trying, any less and it will be the end of my career as soon as it starts.
I hope that this gives my wife renewed hope in us, that is shows her that I can do it. That she holds on long enough to re discover us. I need her so badly. I hope that she can get over this hump and see what we had and start working back to us.
I also feel I need to say that I have been a little hard on Gwen, my wifes friend. I don't think she is my enemy or anything. We never really connected but I don't seriously thing she is out to get me. She's being a good friend to my wife and holding her hand through this. I have no idea really what Gwen is telling my wife and I feel that I've speculated a little harshly toward her.
Anyway, onward and upward, I feel a bit lie a Phoenix rising out of my own ashes today, I hope that I can keep up my momentum and continue moving forward.
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